Lying on the sofa to her side she stared ahead blankly as the last tear slid down from her eyes. Her grief seemed so endless that even her eyes felt tired of her tears.
Last night images flashed in front of her eyes as her heart tightened and stomach twisted. From the moment she woke up those haunting flashes were troubling her. She is trying to avoid them and not remember or think about it. But her brain and marks are forcing her to accept the reality that she was assaulted and she is no more a virgin.
At present, virginity isn't a thing that she is depressed or regretting more. It is all about the future. About the future that she has to walk on willingly or unwillingly. Walk over on her morals and let him walk on her dignity.
Tears again threatened her eyes but she put them at bay tired of crying all the time. As if her grief wasn't enough, he is calling her at ridiculous times. By now he made several calls disturbing her grief, and worsening her mood. She is trying to get out of it but he has to remind her with his every call. His mere voice is enough to make her go through the horror of last night.
Having had enough she closed her eyes trying to sleep which she believed that her mind would be distracted. All day she kept on sleeping, waking up in between when she felt hungry. And sometimes strange dreams occur. She is trying to be normal or act normal, consoling herself that her lost chastity of hers isn't a big matter that she has to cry for a lifetime. This will pass too. But it is the brutality and her non consent forcing which is making her cry. Not to forget—the pain, the di, disgust, and many undefined reasons.
At night she fell asleep in the hall, on the couch having no interest to step either in her room or his room. Her room is no longer her personal room nor his room is suggestable to sleep in. She doesn't want to witness that room where her cries and whimpers echo and where her grief is sobbing.
Her brows twitched in the center in uneasiness. Where she is helpless and cannot do anything while at the same time, she is being forced. She can't even voice out her consent. She was trying to say NO but as if some magic concealed her mouth, she couldn't utter a word. But her head shaking in denial was enough picture to convey the opposite that she wasn't okay with it.
She tried to use her hands to push away the person only to realize her hands were immobile and could not move them anymore. She tried to move her hands only to see herself being tied to the bed with tears streaming out of her eyes and suddenly everything started to rotate with her in the center. The rotation became so much that she felt like falling in a loop when suddenly she jerked up from her sleep with heavy breathing as her wife's eyes stared ahead.
It took a few seconds to realize that it was a dream and now she was in reality as her eyes roamed around the walls trying to take in the fact. Her chest was heaved up with rapid breathing and her forehead was covered with sweat. After her breath calmed down she got up and sat on the bed properly. Confusion marred her face as she looked around to find herself sitting on his bed in his room. And then the realization sank in that this wasn't the place she was sleeping last night. She was carried in.
Her eyes searched for his presence and sighed when she didn't find him. Her eyes moved to the balcony to find that it was early morning. The sky was still dark in blue but becoming a shade lighter and lighter ready to rise the sun above the world.
Her eyes were stuck at the sky, at the limitless clouds. She stared blankly for a while before she stepped out of the bed to walk onto the balcony. Standing near to the railings she stared blankly. Her eyes pour out the silent emotions staring blankly at the sun when warm and bulky hands circled her waist. She flinched in her place as her form tensed and her eyes widened at his sudden intrusion of her silent distraction with the sky.
A panic took over her as he nuzzled his face into a crook and that's when she realized he just came out of a bath. His arms were wet around her and the saree drenched around her waist while his moist skin rubbed in her crook. She heard his loud sniff as he inhaled her scent and grunted in satisfaction.
"You smell amazing".
Pulling her body back into him with a force he repeated.
"Fucking amazing".
He started nibbling her skin as her wide eyes stared ahead in horror knowing this was going to happen again when he started grinding his bulge to her back.
"I want you".
His desire spoke as he stared at her with half-lidded eyes.
She tried to say something. She opened her mouth and gave some excuse but she couldn't give any as his hand squeezing her waist paralyzed her.
She felt his hands trying to gather her saree up ready to consume her right there on the balcony in the early morning and panic flooded twice in her soul.
"N-no. No please. Not here".
He grunted in disapproval.
" You do what I say. Not the other way around. In Fact....
Fisting her saree up he bends her forward. Her hands reached back to push him away or block when he locked both of her hands with his one hand on her back.
"... You should be thankful that I'm easy with you".
He pulled down the towel freeing his shaft. He brushed his tip at the entrance of her hole as tears of humiliation shone in her eyes and a silent sob tore from her mouth. His other arm circled her waist and pulled back to him, sticking her ass to his so that she couldn't fall forward with his violent thrusts. He pushed her hair to the side as he unhooked her blouse and released her hands only to place them on the rails trapping them with his hands on top of hers.
"P-Please. Not here".
"Shhh!!!".
He grunted as he slipped his cock into her, earning a yelp from her. He glared at her.
She was dry. His jaw clenched. Leaning down he gave her sloppy kisses on her bare back a little too aggressively as his hand went back to her hole and began to finger her, earning mewls from her.
"P-please. Not here. Please".
"If you stay silent this will be over soon. So be cooperative and be reactive down there".
Saying that he began to thrust
his fingers faster while she controlled her painful moans biting her lip inside.
It was painful and rough until she got wet due to her body reflexes where the juices were auto-released to protect her inner soft walls.
As soon as she was wet he slipped out his fingers and inserted his cock inside her. She gasped at his sudden invasion as he began to thrust faster. A growl of satisfaction erupted from his throat as his head fell back feeling her insides.
Tears of humiliation burnt in her eyes as she shut her eyes tightly while he rammed inside her. Bending down he began to give sloppy kisses on her back while leaving a trail of marks on her skin. He cursed under his breath when he felt his cock squeezed tightly as she clenched, indicating she was near. He felt her juices inside as he rose and began to thrust more violently getting near to his climax. With a satisfied growl, he pushed inside her a little roughly as he released his sides inside her.
Still, inside her, he calmed down his breath as he looked forward while his hands still gripped her waist tightly. Her sniffling was heard and he closed his eyes in frustration.
Detaching from her body he turned her around and carried her to the bed. Placing her in the center of the bed he began to take off her blouse impatiently and began to kiss her lips. Trailing his lips to the down he took her right nipple into his mouth while his hand massaged the left one. Opening his mouth he smooched over her nipples and gave equal attention to the other one and pushed her back.
Taking off her saree he pressed his lips on hers and hooked her legs to his arms. Entering his shaft inside her he began to ram her swallowing her muffled yelps between the thrusts.
His sex aggression grew more as he began to nibble every inch of her skin leaving slight reddish pink marks on her pale skin. Once finished he turned her on her stomach and began to take from her back.
After one hour he rolled onto his side breathing heavily and looking at the ceiling.
"Fuck".
He muttered as he ran a hand down his face and he let out a satisfied breath.
"That was so good".
He complimented and looked at her side to see her curled up on her side. Breathing heavily he continued to stare at her as her shoulders shook and he guessed she was crying.
He rolled his eyes in frustration when his doubt became true as an involuntary sob tore through her mouth.
Moving to her side he hovered on her side and she flinched and curled up herself more.
"Why are you crying"?
He asked and a speck of disbelief passed through her eyes before she dismissed it with a turn of her face away from him, digging more into the bed.
"Why are you crying"?
He grunted at her and she flinched again before giving a light shake of her head to him as an answer, leaving it to him to interpret his own about her negative shake of her head.
His jaw clenched when he closed his eyes.
Snapping them open he scowled at her with his clenched teeth inching to her ear.
"Women die to sleep with me".
Her shoulders shrank as his hot body brushed her arms.
"They thrive for my attention".
A small mewl left from her mouth afraid of him.
"S-sir. I've said i-it to you many times. I-Im not like them. I-i don't want a-any (hiccup) of this".
She cried between her heavy breathing hiccups and blocked nose as she covered her face behind her arms and into the pillow.
"Please. Stop this humiliation. I can't bear it anymore".
All of sudden he turned her to him by force and slammed her hand's side to her head.
"Humiliation. You call this humiliation. Sleeping with me is a humiliation to you".
His face burned red with anger as the nerves on his forehead became more prominent and his jaw became more tight.
"You should be thankful that I chose to sleep with you. Or else I would have never slept with a woman like you from a village. It's just you took my interest, you think you can insult me. DO YOU. WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO CALL IT A HUMILIATION"?
He screamed and she flinched in terror looking at him with wide eyes before shaking her head to him.
" S-sir-----
"Shall I show you the real humiliation. Shall I show you what humiliation is. From today onwards you will not have a spec of cloth on your body and will roam in the house only naked in front of me".
Her mouth parted in shock as her teary eyes widened in horror.
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