He wasn't even inside yet. It's just half and she is already writhing in pain. Her eyes were shut tight and her hands fisted the fabric of her pillow as her face pinched in pain and her body broke into jolts of sobs, letting out the tears from her eyes. Her breath stuck because of the sudden invasion he loaded himself full into. Her eyes flew open as she looked at him horrified as the pain was too much as she let out another scream. She shook her head to him as she felt the pain unbearable.
He didn't proceed further as he stayed still for a few minutes waiting for her to adjust. When he felt enough and found her sobs lower he moved, earning another painful cry from her as now, her hand involuntarily punched his bicep in pain. She broke into tears as her body jolted with each sob.
"P-paining".
She whimpered. Leaning down he tried to coo her but she cried more feeling a movement down there. She felt like a fire burning down there as she stretched to her fullest. He again tried to move but when she couldn't stop crying he pulled out himself and her body jolted at the sudden pull. She immediately brought her legs together and her hands wrapped around herself as she turned on her sideways still sobbing. He couldn't help but just stare at her before putting a blanket over her body. Sighing he got out of the bed and walked into the washroom. After washing himself he got out of the bathroom only to see her wrapped back in her clothes and in the blanket as she hiccuped with tears streaming down.
"Is it still painful"?
He questioned and her whimpers quietened as she didn't reply anything. He waited for a few seconds for her response and when nothing came he asked again. This time sternly.
"I asked if it was still painful".
He stressed on each syllable and that did her as she flinched a little by his strict voice. She nodded in response.
She saw him going out of the room as she thanked her god and tried to ignore the pain while hugging the blanket more and more. The pain is too much to bear. But she is still afraid that he will come back and claim her again. She heard his footsteps and immediately closed her eyes, covering the blanket to her head, afraid of him.
Entering the room he pulled down the blanket and asked her to sit back. She reluctantly tried to get back and was having difficulty with the pain. He snaked his hand to her back and gently made her sit back leaning to the headboard. In the process of doing so, their faces came so close to each other that they shared their breath. He smelt her sandalwood smell as he inhaled deeply before parting away, losing her body's warmth.
He poured a glass of water for her from the jug sat adjacent to her and handed her a pill. She gave him a doubting look and then looked at the pill before looking down.
"It's a painkiller. It will subside the pain".
She exchanged a look at him and at the pill keenly before shaking her head at him.
"I don't want it".
It was a mere whisper.
"I don't want you to be in pain".
Saying that he slipped the pill into her mouth forcefully before making her drink the water. She gave him a disbelief look before mustering up the courage. He looked a little loose and free to put her small thoughts out. He got up from the bed and was about to turn when she spoke her words.
"If you cared about my pain… you wouldn't have done this".
She put his hypocrisy in front of him and she earned a glare from him.
"My intention wasn't to give you pain. I wanted this……... I just want it. I don't have any intention to give you pain. If anything I would do anything to lessen your pain while we are having sex. Whatever I'm doing this is for my pleasure and lust. Not for the pain. Not even for you. And taking care of you is completely my responsibility till I'm done with you. I'll treat you like a porcelain doll…except for on the bed".
Saying that he turned on his heels to get out of the bedroom when her words stopped him.
" I don't want this".
He halted for a few seconds before turning around to see her red-rimmed eyes shining with tears. His heart jolted in his body before he turned around and walked to the door. Before leaving he looked at her over his shoulder and spoke.
"It will be hard until you won't accept it. And it will be easy once you accept it. I guarantee you I'll be easy from my side. So choose it for yourself. Either hard or easy".
Saying that he shut the door before leaving the room.
Her restricted tears fell as she curled herself into a ball. Resting her chin on her arms she let out her silent grief thinking how her life reached at this point. Thinking about why her life is getting more and more bad. Her tears and thoughts made her tired as she fell into a slumber hoping to forget about what happened and hoping to wake up the day when her bad days were over.
The last tear stuck in its mid-way to fall as she sat still sleeping while resting her face on her arms. After a few hours, the door was opened as he walked in. He saw the silhouette of her sitting position as he reached to her side and turned on the lamp. That did wake her up as she tried to open her swollen droopy eyes.
"Shhh".
He put his hand on her eyes, shutting them before they opened fully. He immediately put out the light as he sat down beside her. He removed the hand as he found her sleeping again. His thumb gently swiped away the tear as his finger gently traced the outline of her face as he stared at her adoringly. His eyes took in her features. Her hair was a little disheveled, her nose red with that tiny nose piercing, her eyes swollen and baggy, cheeks sunken but swelled into bread cheeks because of her crying. Even in her mess, he felt she was beautiful.
Without making a sound he gently laid her down by pulling her legs flat and then placing a pillow under her head as he tucked the blanket around her.
Getting up he stared down at her as he wondered two things.
One is why she woke up for a mere light when she never woke up even by his little touches for numerous nights.
Second is why is she pretending to sleep when she is not. He stared at her for longer than usual before walking to his side and lying down.
Carefully she let out the breath that she held for too long as she didn't dare to open her eyes afraid she would get caught. Now he has come here she can't sleep a wink anymore. What if he takes out his phone again and films her? This caused her tears as she tried to suppress them by shutting her eyes tightly.
Her heart jolted in fear when she felt his hand winding around her waist from behind. Her hand fisted the cloth under the blanket as she shut her eyes tightly trying to suppress her fear.
"Sleep".
Her body flinched at his sudden voice. She couldn't help but open her eyes finally. The sweat on her forehead trickled down as she gulped the lump.
"Sleep. I won't do anything. You should rest. At Least for the sake of the pain. Tommorow I'm not going to give you any rest".
His deep voice sent chills to her spine and his words definitely didn't helped her to sleep in peace.
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